LadyinDenim's Notizen, 15 Sep 16

Went to bed at 4:30 pm and slept ten hours. Hung out on fs for an hour, then back to bed for more sleep. Twelve hours total.

I feel back to normal.

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This is the view leaving the school this afternoon. It was a very good experience. The lunchroom was a zoo, and I loved it. Both granddaughters were happy to see me. The older one reached over the stack of dirty trays to give me a hug. The younger one's friends recognized me and several asked, "Are you Emmelyn's grandma?" Yes, I am, and that is my number one job.

I talked to a couple of parents and they were both displaced workers. One from disability and the other from nepotism. Talking to them, I really came to embrace the fact that my job isn't the end all and be all of everything. I don't even believe in what I'm doing there, except the part about being kind and attentive, and doing my best to relieve suffering.

I need to trust that if this door closes, a better one will open.

101,0 kg Bisher verloren: 4,7 kg.    Still to go: 39,7 kg.    Diät befolgt: 100%.

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1339 kcal

Fett: 98,41g | Eiw: 99,16g | Kohlh: 15,79g.   Frühstück: Coffee. Mittagessen: Horizon Organic Cream Cheese, Pink Salmon (Solids with Bone and Liquid, Canned), Hiland 4% Small Curd Cottage Cheese, Organic Prairie Organic Pork Breakfast Sausage, Organic Valley Organic Brown Eggs (Extra Large), Butter. Abendessen: Cooked Green String Beans (from Frozen), Applegate Farms Organic Uncured Sunday Bacon, Pork Chops (Top Loin, Boneless). Snacks/Sonstiges: Nordic Naturals Arctic Cod Liver Oil, Now Foods P5P, Now Foods Zinc Picolinate, Nature's Bounty Evening Primrose Oil, Spring Valley B6, Sundown Naturals Magnesium 500mg. mehr...