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07 Mai 2018

07 Mai 2018

Gewicht: Bisher verloren: Still to go: Diät befolgt:
61,6 kg 6,4 kg 0,4 kg Recht gut
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04 Mai 2018

30 April 2018

Gewicht: Bisher verloren: Still to go: Diät befolgt:
61,9 kg 6,1 kg 0,7 kg Recht gut
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17 April 2018

I lost my pup, my best friend Layla, 3 years ago today. I was deep in my addiction when I had to put her down. At that time the pain was easily masked by the needle and the bottle. Today I feel it full force and am fighting to arrive in a healthy way. Just when I feel a bit of comfort after a prayer, a fond memory, a cute puppy picture... the addict still stuck in my head pops up with "just go get some wine, that'll calm things down. Take a few of those advil PM's & just go to sleep & stop thinking about it. Eat the rest of that bag of chips." So more prayers are said and a few more minutes pass by. I'm proud to be sober but ashamed & frustrated that those junkie go-to thoughts still have a voice in my brain. They get in the way. They won't win but I'm sick and tired of having to push them out of the way. But on the other hand, I guess all that pushing will eventually make me stronger. Thanks for giving me a safe, comfortable, and supportive place to vent all this. Have a great afternoon my friends 🤗 #720daysclean


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